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NAMF, you know me too well. ) i think your plan sounds pretty awesome. imo, relistening to goljan is fantastic, OR, you can write down stuff that he says that you want to remember, and just review that....i think either is worth it....isntead of Step Up, you might want to do Crash the Borads the last week. i've heard it's extra hy and you can get through it pretty quickly ....might want to take a peep at it since you're at the bookstore/library.
thankfull, today, my motivation is at 100%. ) it's too bad it wasn't like that for the past month........
good luck and G-d speed.
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| docarjun
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Ur plan sounds good namf!
Good luck...  !!!
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| nuprin
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relistening to goljan would be great if you had the time. if you dont' have the time the 100pp. HY summarizes all the important points he says in his lectures. it's too condensed to just study from alone, i think, but after listening it's very useful for review.
otherwise, your plan looks great. didn't use crashing the boards, but if ahdy says so, i'd trust him. even just sticking to a more thorough review of fa i think would be better than trying to add additional material. goljan+FA+qbank=success.
another thing you might consider is not so thoroughly reviewing your qbank. i spent a lot of time reading the explanations and writing all the facts down but i never went over the stuff again. that's why, at 1 week left, i still had over 60% of the qs to go. when i realized this at the end, i tried to do as many questions as possible. i read the explanations, but i didn't spend a lot of time on them. this was helpful bc i immediately did another round of questions (new + missed qs) and the ones i had missed kept cropping up. a lot of stuff i was missing over and over again finally got drilled into my brain. plus, i was introduced to some material that i hadn't really gone over before. in my experience, the usmle was more like qbank than anything else, so the exposure to more of the questions was very helpful.
you're gonna kill this, namf! no worries.
best of luck ahdy! rooting for you!
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| namf
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Hi prep4usmlers,
Today is Ahdy2000's big day. While I sit here typing these words, he sits somewhere else making significant clicks that he has prepared years for--literally. This is a huge day for him--and he is in my thoughts.
Nuprin--your words guide and ease my way. Thank you for sharing your experiences with me openly as always--I will do Qbank questions faster as you have found it useful. Your shared experiences are priceless--thank you for taking the time to write them for me and others as you have often done.
For me, yesterday was a watershed day--I finished Goljan. I actually listened to his last recording all night in my dreams: I fell asleep at the computer and then under the desk later. I let Morpheus take me.
Today I watched <The Terminal> with Tom Hanks. You can get these things free with AresLite, which I got free from cnet. Hanks made me think about the heart of a child inside the man he demonstrated. I hope I can take this work with his character's grace-like-a-child: not despair, not rage that no one will be "fair" to you--just work and a good heart straight through. It is wise for a spiritual warrior to not always be on fire and fighting, lest he choke and burn in his own fires.
OK, almost 12. Today I would like to do about 200 Qbank questions, and start reviewing some weaknesses with Goljan/FA. Here's a way of studying that I found VERY USEFUL:
Open FA while Goljan talks. Then highlite in FA what he says, and write in addition vignettes/notes etc on the side. I swear to you, it is like the FA people took Goljan's lectures and distilled them further into their book. But his explanations make it possible for me to read FA--without which, that bare-bones book is a real burden to me.
Hope that helps. More to come and thank you for viewing my situation as I move on. P.S. About 23 days to go, I will probably take my 2nd NBME on July 25th--this is a big deal, my first one was 360, I hope this second will be over 400. I think the average of the two will be a fair estimate of my prospects for the test, and anything less than 400 will make the possibility of my passing a crap-shoot depending on the test booklet I get. And I'd rather not make it depend that much on them!!!!
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| kalsam
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Yeah..namf..your dairy..is like nice little article..may be u may try to publish the same..yeah i am not kidding u have the potential to be a good writer..honestly!!
I really enjoy reading your diary..thanks for the same!
And good going namf..very good schedule..you should do it this time ..ALL THE BEST!!
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| namf
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Thank you kindly Nuprin, Kalsam, Docarjun,
What is my USMLE world coming to!? First Ahdy2000 graduates from this forum, and now I hear that Nuprin is to be soon departed...Alas, this is the way of the USMLE boards that I must realize. And someday, I will be gone too--I guess we should all be glad that one of our family has passed through this ordeal. Come back and post progress reports and your ultimate success once your scores are in guys. Seriously though, even if you never post your scores, it would be nice to hear how you're doing (this isn't SDN "score maddness country" although we all know the scores matter a bunch).
Especially thanks Kalsam--encouragement to become a writer gives me hope...So that if I can't get thru the USMLE again, at least I might have an alternate career waiting .
Well, I really liked Nuprin's advice, as I am on a mission to pass this test and it's T-20 days...and I have too many resources. I will do as Nuprin says: Qbank, Goljan, First Aid emphasis. I will supplement with Neuro and Micro Made Ridiculously Simple, + Lippincott Pharm skimmed (I love that book), and hopefully a breeze through Boards & Wards & Robbins' question book.
I feel like my resources are only so-so for biochem, neuro, and embryo (esp embryo--I'll check out that visual embryology link I saw mentioned). Most of all, I've got to just hop to it--head down and work hard.
Don't hold it against me as I start sending terse, fired off in a hurry messages--my war is intensifying!!!
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| lmbebo
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keep it going.
You can do a lot in 20 days, if you cocentrate on your goal.
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| Ahdy2000
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you can definitely accomplish a ton in 20 days. Make sure though, that when you're reading, you're not reading just to learn, but you're reading to learn for the test. I found that if you're learning for the test, you tend to link more things together, and maybe apply it more. For embryo, (i didn't get much of it), but like Goljan says, make sure you know the circulation...i.e. do you know where the ductus venosus is? do you know where the umbilical arteries come from?
tryHY for biochem. it's short and sweet, and gives you a good clinical picture.
fight through it, and make sure you keep up the troop morale.
El General.
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| Sheffield
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Hey Namf,
I am with you on teh countdown...my test in on July 29. today's goal was to read all of FA pharm...uh yeah, that didn't happen. i barely got thru brs physio-respiratory. not a good day, but hopefuly this evening i can get soem of that pharm done. hopefully by tomorrow its finished, and then its brs path + FA path for teh weekend.
i think , thanks to ahdy's advice, i'm going to skim the endocrine chapter again, then read FA-physio for the other subjects.
also, i haven't taken nbme yet...i was planning for next weekend some time, just to get a gauge ...i know its pretty late , 1 1/2 weeks befor the test, but i have been doing Qbank so....we'll see.
you guys have awesome motivation tho, and i am truly inspired by that. and nuprin gives awesome advice! i am finishing goljan audio the heme section, and its on to respiratory. i just read your suggestion on reading FA simultaneously w/goljan..i'll let you know how that goes!
good luck! any advice/comments would be appreciated!
thanks
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| kalsam
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Yeah..namf..you are going to do very well this time..we would see it that you do it..all the best friend!!
Sheffield..you too..keep going..ha..I find so many people taking their exam..within another 2weeks time..
All the best!!
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| namf
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Lmbebo, bless you my friend from Ross--I know you are struggling through a hard time now: keep going. You will reach your goal.
Sheffield--what you said means a lot; but with my score, I think I should not be giving you advice anytime soon. Ahdy2000's advice on BRS Physio chapter on endocrinology, BRS Hi-yield, and so on...sounds golden to me.
Kalsam--my friends, thank you so much for your words of support.
Ahdy2000: El General, you have, as always, been a blessing to me.
My incredibly slow pace is catching up with me--and I can feel the end is near (gulp!) That doesn't sound so good, does it (hehheh).
Wednesday seems forever ago. It was pretty productive actually;..I remember doing about 100 Qbank, reviewing a Goljan kidney lecture, and spending about 4 hours reading on neurology stuff. Then the next day followed the pattern of hi-low-hi-low output...
Couldn't do much, fought with the poor partner, and bought a damn vacuum on Ebay Thursday which symbolized the day: it sucked (heh)
Did do a little Qbank and read some minor things--total maybe 2- 3 hours.
Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggg
Today was spent scrutinizing in great detail 8 hours of Qbank 100 questions. I must find a way to stop this. About 1100 questions left. I plan to try doing timed 50s and reading answers only after they're done tomorrow. I also want to get through all of Qbank, do a good bugs and drugs review, and then see where I stand with an NBME test around July 25-6. Then about a week sprinting through FA again, Goljan again, wrong Qbank, and the millions of other sources of questions and knowledge on my desk and falling off my table...Before the beast, 666, on 8/3
169 might be what I got last time (if my dean's reading, he may feel free to freak himself at this--or any other--time). Anyway, what a score. I saw people with 180 and 181 posting their tales of woe on other boards today. Scared the hell out of me. I will give it what I've got--it always seems like this: you never have the drive until it's close, and then it seems too late: run early and long is my moto in these final 2.5 weeks. 2.5 weeks to win or lose a year of my life...Wow; and to go ahead with the class behind..what humiliation. I will do what I can to spare myself that. It just seems hard to get past my compulsion to write everything down and read every last sentence, hear every last word....And it takes me forever to do anything this way. That's how I spent a whole day doing 100 Qbank questions. A whole day....UNBELIEVABLE.
Well: about 17 days left. I can feel it coming now....And I am still working on making these postings brief!
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| namf
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It's getting scarrier every day. About 16 to go now. I was praying when I was riding my bike out in the rain at 5:30 am last night...Don't ask me why I was up and riding my bike in the rain at 5:30. Lets just call it a "USMLE thing".
So I have this idea that I can get through all Qbank and FA this week, and then take my NBME on 7/26 Monday, 1 week before my real exam. If I don't top 400, I'll be sweating after my first 360. I have had trouble doing over 100 questions and reviewing them with the thoroughness I like..I don't know, I sure am putting a lot of stock in the Qbank 100 questions I do daily--right now, that is where most of my energy goes every day..
A friend called to say he read someone got 380 on both NBME tests and failed the real test by a few points. If I get 400, that would make my average 380, and I would hope to be still rising for the week remaining from there.
Look, sorry, but I have no idea how people are writing to "Relax, this test is easy". I'm sure it's with good intent. But the last thing I think the USMLE is right now is "easy". If you would, please pray to give my fearful -avoidant and slow-reading tendencies a back seat to a strong and long drive to a successful finish. I really really don't want to see losing a year of my professional life to this test and my weaknesses...182 never looked so fine.
Thanks for listening.
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| Jsmart
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I have only 2 days left :shock: !!!! :o
yesterday I was really really tired ! I just read Behavioural science FA,FA rapid review and my head couldn't absorb anymore .I think it was saturated with all Usmle things... :roll:
I couldn't read at all after that, What I did I went to a party the whole day forgetting about USMLE totally for eight hours .
And You know what - When I came back I was a little bit afresh, did few Q s from Q Bank (50)...
Then my head couldn't continue It was full again :shock: ...Ohhh this exam :roll:
Now today I will listen to Goljan and I know he will stimulate my head again..
Will do FA -Pathology all of it , few Qs That's it for today I am not gonna force my head...
Let's continue praying for each other [-o< [-o< [-o< [-o< [-o< [-o<
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Namf..i want to say so many things..but I just say this.." You can do it..you will do it..you sure will get good marks in NBME..and you will pass this time for sure" believe me do not worry just keep studying..you know things..but do not waste taht energy thinking all other negative things..instead use the same to study..and rock this test.
Praying for you [-o<
Jsmart..remembering you as well in my prayers..all the best friends!!
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| Ahdy2000
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give you some encouragement.
HERE WE GO, ALE ALE ALE
GO GO GO, OLE OLE OLE
THE CUP OF LIFE
WE'RE GONNA CELEBRATE...
something something something...
ok. that's it. JUst wante dto say good luck!
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| nuprin
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namf, you know, i've said it before, but at the risk of offending you (but you know i'm doing this outta love), i'm gonna give you a virtual kick in the butt. at this point it is NOT okay to spend all day on 100 qbank questions!!! i know the explanations are important to read, yes. but you have two weeks left, and what is more important is repeated exposure to as many questions as you can get through. stop taking notes about all the stuff you don't know in the explanations. read them, and move on. then go on and do the next 50qs as quickly as possible. you'll keep seeing the ones you missed, and eventually, those concepts will get drilled into your head. if you're finding that you've just memorized the questions, write down ONE or TWO lines about the KEY CONCEPT you're not getting. then move on. drive, drive, drive. since you were so inspired by the Last Samurai, think of this as a battle. you fight one person, you either kill them or get injured. if you get injured, you don't ponder what you did wrong forever, you take one quick lesson with you then you MUST move on and fight the next enemy or you will get killed. you are this automaton, a usmle killing machine. there are no more distractions, no navel contemplations, no worrying about consequences. now do your job and kill this exam.
jsmart, am praying for you. you're almost there!!!
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| namf
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Wow! Look at all the love. I am ashamed...I was feeling like there'd be nothing here, and so what--who cares about my stupid slow-studying problems when everybody has tons of their own headaches...Some days, I just sit and look at all I don't know and then I want to just quit..
I think you're so right, Nuprin. I deserved that kick and it's the kindest thing you could do for me: thank you as always...I gotta do more than 100Qbank a day....Moving on after each question, forcing myself through my fear and doubt...to believe that at the speed of light, somewhere in my unwilling brain all this minutiae and trivia is being recorded. And it is..I just gotta go fast--like my life depended on it...like a samuraii...I know you're right Nuprin. I gotta move, get scared, get motivated, throw all the switches on all the lights in the whole cranium and let the energy and sweat pour out of me for days on end punctuated only by collapsing into sleep....I'm trying to be like Tom Hanks in the terminal--just work hard without energy consuming bitterness, doubts, fears...with the heart of a child inside the man do the work that must be done giving it all.....
But I am struggling. I have too many resources, and feel too far behind. This week I will punch through bugs and drugs, and cover weak pathology areas with Goljan and FA..do as many Qbank as I can. I want to do so much in just 2 weeks, but when I sit down, my feeling sick of study and overwhelmed especially by what I can glimpse around the corner that I don't know begins to threaten to overwhelm me almost right away..DAMN!
Look don't anyone spend precious time writing much to encourage me. Of course I appreciate it, but everyone knows that you have to do this on your own after all is said and done. I really don't want to waste your time in a pitty fest for "poor little me" here. It's just kind of a wonder to me how I used to get so scared and worked up and not even sleep all night for maybe almost literally days on end for other exams...Maybe I just feel totally overmatched by this exam and know there is NO way to cram it?? Or maybe I'm just hoping that what I already know will be tested and I will pass just on the strength of that?? I'm not really sure...maybe it's just that I'm so sick of having worked so hard just to barely pass for 2 years--and now, at the last point, the very, very last point...I am fading. I already faded big time the 1st time, when I did the fail by about 12 points. Now I should be back with vengence rage and heat...why is it not there..?
An interesting study in failing, this. No, I don't mean I've given up, but sometimes I feel I will not overcome my gap of 13 points...It is supposed to be the story of my success, though. I guess I'm kind of tired of fighting a battle in secret and what often seems in vane that no one knows about...This isolated life, and wondering if being a slave to a situation which pushes me to my limits to just pass while others around me thrive...so that I can come out a healer that is not like the other healers who are really ARROGANT PIGS ON SDN...is that enough of a reason to make all these sacrifices? To sacrifice almost all for this...and still maybe pass, maybe fail...I know others are doing this, and they have it harder. I just want my heart to be pure in the fight. I don't want it to be twisted by hate for what I do, and scorn for my failure and abilities...Although I still wonder why I am so much worse at this than most of my classmates...I think the answer might be that I only got here because of incredible will/stubborness to begin with, and that quality can't necessarily compensate for all..
How can a reason based in hate move a man? But I'm not being fair to myself. There is more than hate in me. There is the desire to be the healer--the physician--who does heal. And that comes through both science and art--and the relationship. Something so badly missed by a lot of the arrogant, the self-centered, the non-listening or compassionate who take on medicine for reasons of mainly self-aggrandizement. That is a crime of the soul when it is at the expense of people on their last breath, and one that is at the core of who and why I am in medicine. I don't want those people to win. And I don't want those people who are sick and dieing to lose their lives in the hands of people like that...But I don't feel competent, you see. How is is that I feel so incredibly incompetent when I want to do this good--and have labored so hard and so long to do it?? How is it that the good that I want to serve finds me so far under-tooled?
I have other reasons I burn. There are sacrifices of my 1st and deepest love in sports that have to be put on the alter of mediicine. Thank G-d I at least had the good sense to have some of my youth and live and travel before I began this 10-year war. Here I am, year 4 (2 yrs premed and wait while apply, 2 years in school), at what I always imagined would be the hardest test along the way...and I have passed everything else that stood before that took so much blood sweat and tears (but few of those). This may not even be the hardest test. But I don't want to fail..and yet I feel that I need someone stronger than me to pick me up and push me on. All the plans that I laid and the hours that I studied found me so far behind...If I had only even been within 5 or 7 points...But a full 13!? Can I close this gap with 2 weeks to go?
Most importantly, even though I write it at the end--bless the humble, good-hearted, and hard working people I love on this forum. As for the Big D^*KS on SDN...I would never let them touch me or my family, no matter what their USMLE scores. Thank goodness there are some humble, kind, and gifted people besides the "score masturbators"--I'm talking about BOTH low and high scorers who live and die by their numbers: puffed up full of arrogance/destroyed due to failure...Life will teach some of them, but it may take a long long long time. Thank G-d for this forum!
I just gotta shut up and face the music. I don't want to apologize for all this writing, but I also feel like I've got to stop doing this. I don't have the time to write this much, but the alternative of studying seems so painful that I keep tapping on the keys...Forgive me if I write less in the days ahead as I keep saying. Please.
Thank you to my friends for putting up with me. I will do what I can to make you proud...Lord knows I haven't got much left for me for my sake, but derive so much energy from your love and support--for a stranger on prep4usmle at that....THANK YOU.
My all-stars and angels:
Nuprin--The First Angel Girl, #1 always.
Ahdy 2000: An Officer & A Gentleman as always...my inspiration for starting this diary.
Kalsam, you are too kind for all your well wishes and words for me. Thank you so much. I will really do my best through your support
Jsmart. Praying for you too. Thanks for your prayers for me. This is such a test of nerves, wills, butts (sitting all day!)--and maybe even brains!
Jsmart, lets show the fortitude to follow our strong sisters and brothers like Nuprin and Ahdy2000, and make the rest of the forum proud by bringing back an effort worth talking about, & a score that goes above 182 through our ceaseless efforts and prayers.
I am turning back to the work, refreshed thanks to all of you--my army in the wings, my team of angels in the clutch, there when I'm down and out like a superior oblique deviated eyeball ((heh...). I think I have said too much and reveal too much, yet retain my anonymity...It is not fair to you,and I think I will stop it to this degree..I know I am taking advantage of you to say this much and yet pay no apparent consequences for saying it. I just want to pass this test so I don't lose a year and can already move on....and be able to be an independent, competent doctor that makes that work's name shine for all the glory that its true name should shine with. A dream that is very dear indeed.
Back to the books.
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| Ahdy2000
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I think that G-d looks out for us, even when we're at our lowest. We do what we can, and he does the rest...this has been our theme throughout this whole mess, has it not? Don't lose site of it now. Don't..don't even think about giving it up, lying down by the side of the road..it's not for you to decide, and that would definitely be the easy way out. I felt like you did..so much to do, so little time. But then I was told and realized that there's nothing I can do but what I do do...even if it's not up to par with schedule or expectations. Trust me. Do your work. Get through what the basics that you've been hearing from people over and over again Goljan, FA, qbank (in order of importance IMO), and you'll do spectacularly. 13 points isn't a large gap. The past doesn't matter. You are a different person today, as you will be tomorrow, as you will be everyday that you learn any new piece of information. And you can't judge yourself now based on the past.
Pray pray, study study, and listen to Nuprin. )
El General
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| bm
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you really have a gift in writing although i'm a passive reader of your diary, your use of words is awesome 8) i hope your passion for words would equal your victory in this exam :wink:
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it ain't no pity fest, namf, we know you can do it and we're doin' everything we can to make sure you know it, too. i mean, obviously, you are very intelligent--such soulful words don't come from the mouths of idiots otherwise known as "really nice guys." (referring to a jerk on SDN) your strength seems to lie in your ability to flow, like the waters of a stream, covering every stone, each grain of sand on the way. it's a rare gift not to be undervalued or repressed. but now is the time to harness it. with the singlemindedness of an automaton, build a dam with your knowledge and let the waters rise with it. they are no longer concerned with covering every grain of sand; the waters, too, have a singular purpose--to push against this dam until you finally release the floodgates on test day.
now that you've got goljan, 13 points is nothing. understanding goljan gives you 50% of the exam. memorizing first aid gives you the other half. qbank gives you the last half. seriously, though, in answer to your previous question, i think i agree with ahdy--goljan is golden, first aid wins the silver, though qbank is hard to quantify. let's say it's a relay race, and as the first leg, qbank gets you used to the track and hands you off to goljan and first aid to cross the finish line. it's definitely important and should not be ignored or even given last priority. okay, i revise my previous ranking. goljan is still #1. you need to know all the facts in first aid. doing qbank makes sure you know how to think about those facts in a variety of contexts. therefore, if you HAVE to prioritize, i'd pick qbank bc you can also learn first aid facts through it. still, do your darnedest to get through non-path first aid at the very least assuming goljan has taught you the path well.
anyway, don't be too disheartened about doing this all alone. we had more than the usual number of people fail last year and while the deans were kinda pissed, the people in their class either didn't know who they were (coulda dropped out bc of family issues, doing an mph, needed a break) or didn't care.
your reasons for wanting to be a doctor are noble. thank goodness people like you press on or we would all be treated by those "score masturbators." when it all comes down to it, the doctors that make a difference in people's lives--no one knows their freakin' step 1, step 2, or step 3 scores!!! and no one freakin' cares! those people who validate their existences by a couple of numbers will lead pathetic empty lives bc they live solely for themselves and not for others. God does not give you a challenge you cannot meet. you have the tools to be an incredible doctor and amazing healer. you will get through this drudgery. and soon, it won't be a war anymore. you'll be able to enjoy the spoils of your victory. very soon.
until then, say and reveal as much as you like (though i recommend slightly shorter missives). that's what we're here for. in addition, i will continue to spend my precious time writing much to encourage you.
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U R AMAZING! The support has been really kind. These last 2 days have been the most productive I've had since I started, I'm pretty sure. I'm only now running out of gas a bit since writing that last, long letter. My idea is that I'm (1)scared with 12 days to go (11 tomorrow) and (2)not so alone anymore thanks to the analgesic effects of friendship, feeling heard, being validated--all that real gold of the soul.
So now I am scared that I'll have to be honest in that naked, scary way again to get validated (or negated! ahhh!!scary thought!!!!) again..and maybe what's worse, that I would do it just to squeeze a 182 out of myself.
I promised to be brief..I am gearing up for NBME Monday-ish. I have 60s all week long in Qbank, to my pleasure, avging out those 40s to plant me in the mid 50s avg wise. Still a scary place. If I could only score in the 70s regularly I might feel I'm somewhere...
So I plan to review FA all, Goljan all, Micro, and Pharm and Bio and Neuro and everything I missed on NBME 1 and the released 150, take the NBME 2 somewhere in there, and then study to the finish with the HY-Cell and Micro book I ordered today ($10! yeah-- Half.com baby!!!).
Wrote too much. Less to come (heh!) :lol:
Much love N, A, B, K, J...& the rest of my angels!!You all know who you are!! And I wish I was done like you, ELM!!
P.S. Anyone ever take Goljan live? Whatdidjya think??
Thanks for listening with your hearts and minds...
Oh! Lots of love to you too, bm--thanks!
P.S. G-d bless you for the timely reminders, Ahdy. I don't write nearly enough to acknowledge everything you've done for me in buoying my spirits and sticking around for support. Here I am, entering that crazy world of the last 2 weeks I remember you going through so well. I never expected you'd be here for me too, even while pulling double duty with your wards. I hope that it goes well for you, and I have little doubt it does. Thanks, friend; you're a loyal soldier & a gentleman as you've heard me say before, and I'll say it again!
~ :icon_salut: :icon_salut: :icon_salut:
P.P.S. THIS TIME, I THINK I BETTER KEEP MY PROMISE--so please nobody get mad at me, but I am not going to be writing much unless I feel psychotic (which...might happen!). But I gotta study more, diary less. You know, I want this thing to end with a happy ending! :P OK!! LETS GO STUDY, EVERYBODY* (*unless your done. then you probably should relax, heh)...& I know for those that are waiting (.......... :icon_queen: ) that everything WILL fall into its proper cosmic place (easy for me to say!)
BYE NOW!
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60s in qbank is awesome! you're set, dude!
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| josh2004
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You are doing great job man!!!!!I feel good when i read you getting score from those 40's to now steady 60's.Its like i am gonna do it for sure.As you and ahdy are the inspiration for me to write the diary!!!
So i feel confident now...i can also reach those 60's by hard work like you.Its ust a question of few days hard work!!!!!!!!
So here is ...three cheers for namf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ye....!!!!!!!!
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keep going man!!!!!!!Your diary has got a happy ending for sure!!!!!!!!Dont worry at all!!!!!!!
You are all set as said by Nuprin!
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99 is 99....no compromise!No matter how much you will have to burn for it!!!!!!!
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| Jsmart
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Hello namf ,
:lol: :lol: :lol: Well well I am sure you will do GREAT !!! I am happy that now everything seems to be ok as I saw your time table for the last two weeks.
Stay confident, calm and know that you CAN DO IT ...I pray for you everyday.They just bring the familiar qs only that they twist them
and try to confuse you ::weird_look:: ::weird_look:: ::weird_look:: They are really crazy these people BUT you will survive just know that we will support you and we are here for you
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God bless Namf !
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| Jsmart
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Where are you ?
Missing your words...
How are you doing?
Praying for you...
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