janaki
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slept at 10pm and woke up at 4am again .my eyes dont burn anymore in the morning .i am not feeling so weird in the stomach .i will do this exam 
yes yes .i can do it .
samay se pehle yaa samay ke baad na kuch hua hai na kuh hoga .very very nice .
thanks kalyan buddy again again .you gave me the helping hand to pull me out of the deep deepnegative well .
when your mind is wandering else where except studies think about this :
mind is like a rotating sushi bar many many weird things come in front of you but wait for what you have ordered and then pick that .
ok janaki warming up over study study .
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| janaki
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thanks tia,anushu,and mjbapana for your kind support .your words are so inspiring and giving me a lot of strength.i feel like i have this big batallion of people preparing for the same exam and i am not alone.
special thanks to guyton and kalyann you will always have a very special place in my journey of usmle.
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| janaki
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 i am glad you asked me that question .i am in santaclara california .i have been living here continously for 3 years now.since my kid is born.can i tell you something interesting i graduated when my son was 9 months old .he was th eonly one present at my graduation ceremony in nice white and lemon green tshirt and pants i still remember that day .
yeah i agree with you stay positive stay positive ,.talk positive hear positive see positive ,do positive stuff.
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| Guyton
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Hi janaki,
i see many thank you notes here .......indeed i did nothing,
you have everything that is needed in this journey !
when we had no responsibilites, "education, career' were the mainthings to dominate the mind.
when we reach a stage full of responsiblities, "family necessities" keep dominating the mind invariably, suppressing the above things.
and i think..its just the "samay - thing" as you said !
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| janaki
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slept at 7:30pm and woke up at 4:45pm .i was taking care of my son yesterday the whole day .something about my son i must share ,he has a stomach size of a lemon but his energy levels make me confused if its really a lemon or a pumpkin {not indian pumpkin those are much smaller }what i am talking about is a realllllllllllllly big one .he burned me out so much yesterday .he hit my friends daughter on her face which gave a red bump .so i was both mentally and physically drained .
and crashed at 7:30 on bed .but no regrets coz i made up my mind for the weekends .thats the reason i wake up early on these 2 days also so i can get atleast 2 hours of study in the early hours .
6 more days and i wont feel weird at all for waking up at 4am .now my eyes dont burn at all {NONE}and no stomach weirdness.
good good let me wake up at 4am again tomorrow.
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| janaki
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hi guyton ,i agree withyou that there are so many thankyou notes .it might seem to you what you did for me was nothing but only someone who recieved the gift can tell you how valuable it is for them and your advice to check other journals and make one of my own was realllly valuable.
have good study .baga chaduvuko .
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| mjbapana
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Hey !! Janaki.How are u?Ela saaguthundi ne chaduvu?Wow u get up at 4:00 in the moring. i could'nt do that even if my life depended on it i'm sure. i can stay up till 4 but wake up at 4!! Impossible. Once sleeping i'm like Khumbakarna at that time.The only people who can wake me up at that time are my kids. one whimper and i'm up but other wise no way.
U are doing an awesome job just keep at it. u might have good days and bad days esp with kids around. never let that get u down just go back to u r books the first chance u get like as if nothing happened.and start up where u left off. Again one piece of advice start on questions from the begining maybe not UW Or Qbank u want to keep that for later but Q book is a good place to start or NMS. it will get u into the question mode and also help u identify the important topics as u are reading. Use it as a study tool rather than a testing tool at this point.but do atleast 5-10 q's per day. its 5-10 points learned per day.
Little drops of H2O make a mighty ocean!!
All the best. !!
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| Guyton
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this little dude has many responsibilities for mum....he had to take his mother to graduation ....
and he has to make sure his mum gets good sleep atleast during wkends !!!!!!!
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| Kalyann
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well said guyton
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| Kalyann
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hey janaki
sent u a pm
wonder u actualli got it or not ?
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| janaki
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yes yes did it again ..5 more days and 2 weeks will be completed since i started these timings .no burning sensation of eyes at all {none}stomach seems fine .its very silent in the room so am going to play some music.i get runny nose if i wake up really early .just for sometime .
i think guyton, kalyan ,mjbapana meeru mugguruki telugu vacchu .nenu chaduvu kanna main timings set chesukundamani target pettukunnanu .by march i should wake up rythmically without putting any effort .
kalyan i did recieve your pm .but on fridays and weekends my life is completely in my sons hands so i was just trying read as much instead of spending time on journal .i hope you didnt mind that i didnt reply to you .but i think i will start writing atleast short replies .
my sons name is nikhil .{it means universe}.he is talking a bunch of telugu words and english short sentences which sound really cute .he is two and a half now.thankyou all for your kind feed back and motivation .i am already doing questions from q book and kaplan book {thanks for the advice mj}
thats all for now .have a good study you all !!!!!!
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| drsaima
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Good work!!
Moms rocks!!!!!!
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| janaki
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i slept at 9pm and woke up at 4am .i planning to change my sleeping time to 8/9pm instead of 10pm coz i dont study anyways in the night time .and i just spend time chatting and watching tv .this way i can get good 7/8 hours of sleep in the night .
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| Guyton
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good decision janaki !
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| janaki
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hi
its good to see that u are checking my journal .i feel a good friend is guiding me
thanks .
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| janaki
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hi i slept at 9:30 and woke up at 4:15.2more days to go and i am done putting any effort to get up at 4am .
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| Guyton
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janaki,
keep checking kalyan's journal
you will find some good web- links
for neuroanat, many are following HY neuroanat, u may want to try it - u can download it from one link in his journal.
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| tiasharma
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hi janaki thnks 4 d suprt m felng beter nd studies goin onu 2 tk care nd study well bbye
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| janaki
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i had to go to dentist at night time so slept at 11pm and woke up at 6am . 1 more day and am used to getting up early .
i realised taking a multivitamin with iron and eating balanced food is giving me more energy and not feeling sleepy in the afternoons .i am in the library these days not at home cleaning all the time .
hey baby steps ....
i want to remmeber this quote at this moment {drops of water make an ocean }something like that if someone knows it pls post it .
i did something today which i am very proud of {again baby step }but i will remain a baby if i dont ever start.i filled my car with gas at costco gas station .i never did that my husband always used to do it .and in costco there are such huge lines everyone is in such a rush .and they will stare at you if u dont do it fast enough.
ve quotes .....
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| drsaima
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Hey I never did that Gas thingee yet 
Good job... you go girl!!
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| janaki
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am i supposed to be upset at every short coming and add this kind of faces        to my journal or always want these kind of faces on my journal .if i want either of these exclusively i will get nowhere .
i slept at 11:30 pm and woke up at 7am .completely off my schedule due to personal crisis .but am i supposed to feel like this .i dont think so .
i want to be good to myself is that too bad .
slightly confused but i know i will come out of it soon .
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| tiasharma
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hey janaki dont worry... body nd brain... needs sleep u shud only feel bad wen u waste time dat can b prevented d oters not in our hand shud neve b taken 2 heart so smile nd move on even u read 2hurs or 30 min a day will add up its all a cumulative effect so realx good luck
dont think over d past der is no future in it ....i say dis 2 maself almost evryday....so think only bot wat ur goin 2 du d next 2 hurs or some small targets like dat...
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| Guyton
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hi janaki,
look at those blue faces constantly for few seconds....you will find them funny ....they also make me smile !
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| drsaima
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Dear janaki,
thanks for such encouraging words... I will make lots of prayers for your success, inshaAllah
Also if you are doing good alone.... than off course there is no need to ruin your studies, but when ever you need some one, let me know.
And yeah these blue faces are funny too 
Cheer up!
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| milee99
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hi
hats off to moms
the amount of time you are putting in studies is fine
just set targets now since you are getting used to getting up early
when are you planning exam?
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