Kalyann wrote:
I am felt completely lost the moment she checked in to the Hyd Airport . I felt a heavy sinking feeling inside immediately as i drove my car from the parking lot. I came to realise it was my hearts cry to be with her which came out thru my eyes the moment i was alone after dropping her parents at their home and i was heading back to my place. Feeling lost and hollow inside since last 10 days as she isnt around. Its the same sunken daily feeeling i get daily when i wake up to realise she is on the other side of the globe ..... and i am not beside her.... and i wont be able to see her in person today..... Trust me it hurts big timeeeeeeeee.

Kalyann wrote:
Its sleeping time here in India.

Dedicated the last one month to send my love for MS in USA . The Visa preps, The Money arrangements , The Travel Plans and all the hype of going to US singly.

I am felt completely lost the moment she checked in to the Hyd Airport . I felt a heavy sinking feeling inside immediately as i drove my car from the parking lot. I came to realise it was my hearts cry to be with her which came out thru my eyes the moment i was alone after dropping her parents at their home and i was heading back to my place. Feeling lost and hollow inside since last 10 days as she isnt around. Its the same sunken daily feeeling i get daily when i wake up to realise she is on the other side of the globe ..... and i am not beside her.... and i wont be able to see her in person today..... Trust me it hurts big timeeeeeeeee.

Woooooooahhhhhh man.... I now realise why ppl go crazy when they miss their loved ones.....cos i am going nuts.....without my love in my arms....

BTW, Everything is finalised now for her to study nicely withot any thing to worry about. Housing, Fees, Phone, CC , Laptop etc etc.

Hmmm all i gotta do now is write these exams and reach my love ASAP.



As usual like any humane person does, I looked back to see how i could not allot time to complete this step but then realised that i spent every moment ( other than with the books ) with my love...and we enjoyed whole lots of good times together...the movies...the restorans....the drives.....the late night ice cream treats.....the daily purposeful and purposeless meets.....the shopping sprees.....the sweet kisses and warm hugs.............ooooooooooooooooh i realli miss her Truly madly deeply.............Now I feel i enjoyed my past one year fully engrossed in loving her....keeping her happy with innumerable surprises.....and apart from all this....just being with my love makes me spend eras like minutes........I am glad i did that and not repent tooo much on wasted time and all that i didnt dedicate to studies...Ofcourse i had instances where i felt i should have done a better job in completing this step 1 a lot early...but then........NOTHING...literalli nothing can give me as much Happyness as those times with her......

so nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

There is all the more reason to complete this Step 1 as successfully and as jaldi ( hindi for soon ) as possible.

I need to seee her in person ASAP

I need to see her everyday of my life

I need to be with her ASAP

All this means is that : I need to be serious abt USMLE now.



All my focus is on USMLE STEP 1 now.



I mean.....ALL my FOCUS..................ALLLLL my focus..............



Lets take this down buddies...............



So from tomorrow with mixed feelings of satisfaction and sadness.....

I shall RESUME my game..........



And i will win it not the ordinary way.........but in a spectacular way......................



Here i come sweetu.............Just a matter of 2 months time.... in which i need to write my step 1 and wait for results to come to appear for the CS visa interview... I will put in my best everyday to get nearer to you till i am just a hug away from u....



Here i come.........