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Thanks for stopping by feyza. How's your studies going?
dirtyplay28 I have FA 5th edition from a friend who gave me his kaplan notes.
I think I'll focus on Kaplan & FA readings as of now. I am still hoping I will be able to catch up & move on to Qbanks by the 15th or 20th. My social life will have to slow down or has to slow down.
Okay;; finished w/ Rheuma & Hema...
On with Nephro, Pulmo today!!
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| Feyza
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mine is not going as my social life has slowed down...I gotta STOP my social life to get my studies going  I will do this from next monday on hopefully !!!
best luck to you 
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| anuba
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I have not experienced this kind of "lowest feeling of all" in my studies. Truly things have changed for me. Everything changed i got to look for a perfect time, perfect moment & most especially a perfect mood to hit the books. I am feeling like a total s..t at this time. Pray for me that I must get back soon.
I started feeling like this again when I saw some people at a party who asks about me, what am I doing , til the part of them giving comments on how to let loose & give up etc etc blah blah blah..In other words ..unsolicited advices. I understand how everyone of us are entitled to our own opinion but too much opinion esp. if negative can hurt someone.
I pray that my sanity comes back & to ignore what has been said to me. I hope to remain the real me a wonderful person who is just simply trying to achieve a dream.. At this age in life does dream stop? Do you think dream stops at a certain age? It seems impossible for other people & it's easier for them to say just stop.
I feel a little better venting my sorrow in this forum...
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| anuba
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I went to Barnes this am to finish up some readings. it helps. I am halfway done w/ Nephro. I checked conrad Fischer's book of q's in IM..it was expensive , I just browsed the pages.
Will return to reading now to keep mind off from wandering over unnecessary things.
Good luck....
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| anuba
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Finished w/ nephro & Pulmonology, Kaplan notes.
My schedule for the next few days!! I decided I will not let any negative people around me destroy my motivation. I thank God I have this support forum!!
10/10( Wednesday)- 10/11(Thursday)- Infectious Med., ER Med/ Prev med.
Neurology
I should be okay for 2 days for these kaplan IM book topics.
10/12-10/13- Surgery x 2 days!!
Help me God to accomplish my plan this time.
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| faraym
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No anuba dreams never die .... keep praying and dreaming ...
Dreams are like a compass in wilderness.
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| ShweHope99.9998
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faraym wrote:No anuba dreams never die .... keep praying and dreaming ... Dreams are like a compass in wilderness.
Didn't I told u already, never stay near negative , especially ppl want u to stop ur dream , ask u to give up. Tell me abt it, I have them all everyone except my own family tell me nonstop to given up, go out work what ever job to earn good money intead of study & work , not focusing on earning . But some now tell me to do the exm after whole time tell me to given up , main factor the age that was 10 yrs ago, imagine , is my own beloved didtant families.
Deep down we all know , it's not abt the money, it's our passion to save life with working as physician we're good at , we enjoy at .
GL in ur result soon too .
GL GL GL happy success study to us, all 
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| Ivonne
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Good luck anuba and don't forget to keep us updated in your studies
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| ShweHope99.9998
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Where are u 
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| unique1
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Its been a whole month since we last heard from you.
Hope everything is fine at your end and you are studying well.
All the best !!!!!
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| anuba
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Thanks for checking on me. i have been so busy not with studies but taking care of family. My brother & sister in law were diagnosed with cancer at the same time & flew out of town to help them out. I have to sacrifice my review & left my 3 kids for 3 weeks to help them out. i just thank my husband for his support. Now I am more than motivated to get this thing over. Help me out to become motivated again but of course I have to help myself too. It's depressing but I try to fight it out.
I will continue my Kaplan qbank review....
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| mytime
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Oh No ANuba! Both???? What are the chances! And here I was getting all worked up abt my son's second ear surgery n hearing loss. I hope whatever it is it's fixable! My best wishes n prayers and more imptly. HUGSSSSSSSSS. U did the right thing and are still doing so! Btw, Step 1 was great, GOOD LUCK with all the sacrifice and hard-work here as well. Remember there's a God and He/She is watching! God Bless! May he give u and everyone in ur family immense strength!
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| anuba
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Thanks mytime. I need that. here I am giving strength & courage to all my family but there are times that I get sad too. i'm only human. the good thing is i get up & try my best in everything I do. Prayers are powerful..i believe in that. With our faith in HIM.. things will be a lot better again. After each storm there comes a rainbow.
As of yesterday I am working hard on kaplan.. i aim to finish it by the end of the month so I can start UW.
I read 10 pages of Peds. yesterday. So that's a good restart for me. No school starting tomorrow so it's good. Will stay home & have time to study harder.
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U can and will do it. Stay with it! Good luck!
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| Ivonne
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Nice to have you back
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| anuba
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Thanks mytime & Ivonne.
One thing for sure, if you let others belittle you , you will loose confidence & motivation to pass this test. I say NO MORE! I will prove that I can do it! I am smart & a very positive person. I will not let anyONE ruin my plan!!
Having said that... I have a week left for myKaplan QBANK. My plan for today is to do 100Q's & finish up Kap Peds. reading!!
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| anuba
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I hope I am alive & kicking again!! So Please help me my God!
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| Ivonne
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Great anuba, on track again. All the best
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| unique1
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Oh Anuba, I am sorry to hear about the health problems of your brother and sis in law. I wish them a full recovery and wish you great strength. I can see that you are already back on track . Stay at it dear. You can do it !!!! Good Luck.
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| anuba
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Thanks for your support all the time unique1.
gees... dragging my feet in review nowadyas. I still have 4 chapters left in Peds. then will OBGYN. I promise JOURNAL to be more efficient for the coming days...
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| anuba
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How inspiring to see hardworking people here. I am motivated.
At last with all the business of preparing for the Holidays.. settle down & get going w/ my readings. Finished Peds. It's about time anuba!!!!
Started my Kap OB GYN. Hope I can read much til friday & watch DVD too. I heard it's good.
Okay OB GYN time!!!
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| Ivonne
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Enjoy your time studying anuba. GL
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| anuba
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Thanks Ivonne. GL 2 u 2!
Time has passed & I just read 5 chapters in OBGYN. I am so slow. I hope I'll hop into more reading & finish this su....er in 2 days!!
Please help me God!
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| nany
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you know anuba......I moved through your journal, and found a wonderfull person with a very hard and tough circumstances, but still moving on.....still having a high spirit despite all the obstacles.
this is really great anuba....., and this is the only way to reach your dream [ which will never die friend......never die]
people who say negative things are just jeleous.......they know exactly what are they abilities [ very very very little  ] and want every one to be like them....
they want you to stop....., they will die if they found you on the right track moving to your dream......
you just tell them to keep thier words to them selfs....and let's see who will win at the end.
keep on going..., you're doing a great job......and god will never let your efforts go away
GL
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