acintya
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Some more wishes for you to hold on to 
Hopefully the limbo time will soon end for you and your mom! Remember there is a reason why things happen a certain way and God is watching over it all.....HE knows BEST!
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| keepgoing
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GOOD MORNING!how are u?
i guess,u have not visited my journal yet,so here is the answer to ur question regarding PV,why peripheral cynosis,
PV==>inc Viscosity==>inc resistence-==>dec flow to those areas(periphery)==>cynosis
hope its rt.
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| GoodGirl
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Hello,
Hope everything is all right at your end, and you keeping your chin up, supporting your mom, and being there for her. Wish you lots of strength during this difficult time.
Take care, sweetie.
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| Mydream
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Hi dear..how r u ?? how is aunty ?? i wish that u sail thru this tough time soon .. be strong and have faith.
take care.
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| deja_vu
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hi paheli, how is mom?? I am praying for her good health. May you keep your strength maintained through this difficult time. you are not seen this week. Is everything ok? We are all worried about you.
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| keepgoing
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hey there,just wondering,hows u?and pray everything alrite,since u said, not updating here regularly but studying.so good luck friend.
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| paheli
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thank you ALL, my friends!! well, my mom finally got operated upon, yeah, FINALLY!! am so very glad that it's over. she's recovering well, and even had her first dressing change today. the wound's all clean and healthy. it's her 3rd day post-op today, and she's already counting down for a week from today, for suture removal day! well, i'm counting down with her too!
i think the toughest, and i'll say the word, terrifying part is when they use GA. how many of us give a second thought when a 'patient' of ours is being administered GA, while we are busy scrubbing in? who even cares? but, i suddenly remembered all the things that could go wrong.......it was awful! and it's over. THANK GOD!!
i have been trying to pacify myself, by carrying my mp3 in my pocket all along, but who am i kidding, i don't think i listened for more than 60-90 mins. 
anyway, i'm back in step 1 land, i just have to manage my time more wisely now, to manage and pitch in some more help around home. i now truly admire folks who succeed in this test, caring for a family, running a home at the same time. i raise my hat to you all! i know now, it's really hard!
i really have to pick up my books once more, this time for good. no more speedblocks in my way. but, for now, let me head off to the hosp once more.
good day to everyone.
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| milee99
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hey dear
that is a relief
you cud feel the tension thru the forum
and the feeling of somethign really missing without frequent updates from you
glad that everything went fine
wish your mother a speedy recovery
study harrrrrrrrrrrrrrrd
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| miss_deja_vu
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wish you the best of best of everything..
you are an inspiration..
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Preparing step-1(Mar-Apr-May),CS in June '08.CK after CS. Target couple match-2009 (Ped. & IM) Loooong way to go..
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| keepgoing
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Thats good news!happy all went right.,missed u.yes u said right,those who study plus do other house or jobs hats off to them,i cant manage myself,they manage family  well good to see u right in the mood.have productive coming days!tc
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| ShweHope99.9998
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Hey Ron welcome back
Just be happy then all will went well as schedule plan , with stress u can sit there with books but nothing happen , so , do balance life , study mainly with life as spice or sweet adds in 
Have a good study wk
It is a very busy wk for me fr tmr since , so may not b back here soon .
Last few mo were so busy & still , hope next yr will b better , so can come here to support u more often , PHL
Glad ur mom is great , all went well
GL 
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| bioguy
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hey, glad to know the surgery went on fine!!!! that must be a great relief for you!!! now back to books, aren't you? wishing your mom a quick recovery!!! take care.
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| deja_vu
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Hiiiiiii.....
Hope you are back to the track again.
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| paheli
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thank you, allllll of you kind people. it feels wonderful to read a new supportive post here when i log on. [why don't we have a heart-shaped smilie yet?? love makes the world go round, right???!]
last night, i spent a few mins looking up the exam scores thread, where people have listed their qbank, uw and nbme scores, and their ultimate step one score. i think i may have had an out-of-body experience , coz i'm nowhere near where i should be , if i am to earn the score that i want, that i've been aiming at. i have a longer way to go than i thought. and i still have the Big Daddy, UW still to be done. i don't know where to fine-tune my prep, and where to squeeze in more time. i'm facing a wall.
i'm so confused right now, that the food i'm cooking tastes wierd.........confused food........
any suggestions please??
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| deja_vu
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[quote=paheli]thank you, allllll of you kind people. it feels wonderful to read a new supportive post here when i log on. [why don't we have a heart-shaped smilie yet?? love makes the world go round, right???!]
last night, i spent a few mins looking up the exam scores thread, where people have listed their qbank, uw and nbme scores, and their ultimate step one score. i think i may have had an out-of-body experience
Exam score thread is deadly thing. You see it and lose your few hours thinking you're nowhere. I used to feel the same and I still feel the same. But after that feeling is over, you are left with immense subconscious motivation. the motivation to repeat the successes that you saw in the thread and that's the best part of score thread.
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| keepgoing
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hi paheli,hows u?u know just turn right,from the wall  there u will find ur study room and begin,all big scorers did was just more of hard work than we are doing.(btw this is someone else's advice to me,forwarded to u ) hugs
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| GoodGirl
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Hello Paheli, glad to hear your mom is doing good, wish her all the best during her recovery !
As for your scores, no purpose of comparing of yourself with peers,only one good point is coming out of it, the will to succeed, think about it this way, if they could do it , why not me ? All you need is patience, as someone clever said '' Genius is nothing but a great aptitude for patience '' . I'm sure you are almost there, just need to push a little bit, be persistent and you will be awarded with your dream score !
Hugs
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| SOS
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hi
how are you?read about your mom's surgery,how's she doing?
and don't get disheartened to see the score correlations... what you really should use those questions you solve is to learn whatever you can and most of all to get so accustomed to the question formats that they don't seem scary on the real exam....
good luck
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| paheli
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i can't believe that i was about to abandon this journal, and it's proving to be such a source of inspiration and support to me, in this crunch time.
last night, i took 5 mins off to go over some old notes of mine on this journal. well, i got to them eventually, and read some, but first i ended up reading the posts of the old times. when this place was buzzing with the the old-timers, who are now orbiting higher levels. the journal was so full of energy and positivity........i need to get back some of that enthusiasm and upbeat attitude. remember, kg, GG, ac, shwe, we're still here [you guys will remember]........mt, medoc, edie have moved on up. now there are some great newer members around, but somewhere, my outlook's gotten a little gloomier, coz my days to the exam are numbered. i now will be more optimistic about this journey, even when the day is tough, ESPECIALLY when the day is tough.
thanks, EVERYONE, for your encouragement. i really needed it. hopefully, i will get back to books full-time. till then, i will make what progress i can.
have a GREAT day, everyone!
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| mytime
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Hey kiddo, me mizzzz ya too. Came by to see if mom was doing fine, looks like she is! Great job, Dr. P. Get ur mom to start ambulationg soon. Keep moving her feet till she's lying down. She's gonna be better, how nice, huh then u can get down to ur tests n make her do ur SEVAAA... Lucky u! Yup we moved on but we keep coming. Lemme wrap this thing up on 26th then all i have is time. I won't be waiting for any scores, just be behind ur sorry BEHINDS!
U TAKES CARE OF YOUSSSSSS, OKIZzzzzzzzzz? HEHEHEEHE!
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| cutekity
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hey paheli !! how is it going !! i hp ur mom is doing better now ! evrything will be fine just give your heart and soul back to it (to usmle prep) with all determination again !! GL girl
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| acintya
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DId I hear my name??? Yeah, those days were great indeed! But now we have all these new friends to push us on! ...deja_vu to inspire us with his score, miss_deja_vu who is trying her best (aww what a sweet couple! ) SOS, cutekity, just wanted to say hello!
I am soooo glad to know that the surgery went off well, and your mom is recovering. You know Paheli, its when we slow down a bit with our prep when the obstacles seem to be much larger than they are, cos we are ZOOMING IN ON THEM! Just ZOOM OUT a bit and they will become what they really are....a pebble on the path....
You have a solid foundation now, it is a matter of shaking up the ol' wiring with the Big Daddy, send some high voltage thro that circuit and BAMM you will be good to go!
So get started!!! Good luck!
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| Feyza
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hun ! I cant find words to describe my shame about my being this unfaithful in your hard days I never meant to ignore any of my forum friends and I know how hectic life here was for me its no excuse ...
so....
http://www1.bluemountain.com/display.pd?path=3507...
so I hope mums all good by now ! and Im sure you will do fine about the exam! I believe if God really exams you hard about something in life, He takes the next one easy ! you will do it babe ! youre strong enough to do this and your soul is more then good to deserve His help !
love
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| paheli
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thanks for the peptalk, mytime and cutekity. it's working!
ac, thanks man, your words always comfort me. how do you do it? i can't express to you how much it helps.
aawwww, feyz!!!!! that is so cute!!! there's nothing to forgive, dear!!! and, you can never be the 'worst friend' if you tried!!! i bet your trip was awesome, and i'm glad you got to enjoy a great break. now let's crack our respective exams. thanks, luv!! will stay in touch.
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| Feyza
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yessss ! lets crack them ! thanx for understanding thats really a relief !
and can you remind me your D day if you scheduled for one ...aw aw sorry ...your P day ...maybe the R day ... ok ok I will say Y day
PS : P is for perfect as the exam will be perfect
R is for rescue as you will be all free
Y is for YAY! as you will be yelling so out of the prometric door
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