sahashra
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hi
this is sahashra.
i believe in the saying"i will drink the ocean".
my mother's favourite saying which helped her through out her life is"arise awake and stop not until u achieve the goal"
this is dairy who inspires other people and inspired by others.
in the long journey to success in usmle i wish we need endurence and preservence.
i will post my dairy daily.
my target is 99% at anycost.
planning to write exam in aug.
u can join and say ur inspiring quotations, thoughts of the day,mistakes of the day.
i think mistakes of the day will help others.
pls do post urs.
my mistake today is iam not eating well and i dont hav energy to read, i willnot do that again.
my thought of the day is i will read 10 hours a day from today onwards at any any cost.
ok all the best to all
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| unique1
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Nice thread sahashra !!!!
Let me start with the mistakes  . My mistake today is that I did not sleep well last night . Watched a comedy until late and I am very tired now .
Should not do this again !!!!!!!
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| new_n_lost
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Nice Title Really Love it and YEs thats the Spirit We shud keep cos that can happen
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| sahashra
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All power is within you. You can do anything and everything. Believe in that. Do not believe that you are weak; do not believe that you are half-crazy lunatics, as most of us do nowadays. Stand up and express the divinity within you
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| sahashra
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hi
happy studies
go on and achieve ur dreams.
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| oldkidontheblock
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Nice title.........wish u all the best
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| edie
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sahashra, your words are very inspiring! Thank you
edie
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| sahashra
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hi
i did strated this morning with negetive thoughts.
why did i choose medicine etc?
now i could understand dat god chooses me becos i hav something good.
ok i will do 50 pharma questions from uw today.happy studies to all
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| sahashra
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hi
i didnt complete my pharma 50 questions.
what more i will do it today.
ok happy studies
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| concept
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hi eddie
@mistake of the day....see my journals name..daily dillydallying..need i say more?
but i hope to start tmrow..yeah yeah...i know tmrow is 'another' day n whats to happen should be happening today..but m too busy planning stuff.
i sincerely hope your mothers motto of life will help you get past through any obstacles u l ever come across.
wish u nothing less than a 99.
God bless.
regards.
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| concept
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hey sahashra, in case u r wondering..the hi eddie was for eddie..since i saw his/her post..but later realized this isnt a notice board..sorry sorry.best of luck again!
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| sahashra
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hi
today i hope a good starting.
ihope to complerte pharmacology and read for 10 hours is my target and also 50 questions uw per day.
ok only three months left for mr to study.
i should work very very hard.
and i always expects support from others,when ur expecting something there r chances dat u may feel sad if it does not work.
surprises gives happiness rather dan dat.
i dont know what iam passing through i expect alot from my husband and atlast he is the only person in this with whoom i can share everything.
am i wrong?
iam a new wife and its very tough to be detached from whole world after u got married u cant share whats going on with anyone.
i said my self"BE BOLD STAND UP,UR THE CREATOR OF UR DESTINY,ALL THE POWER IS WITHIN U"
i will say this this to myself and i will become bold and i will concentrate only my studies nothing else.
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| edie
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You can share what you are going through here with us! I just got over a slump myself, I know how you feel. It isn't easy for people outside of medicine to really understand the gravity of the step 1 exam, and the type of prep it involves. But all of us here, with our varied experiences and approaches, have this one thing in common. We are standing and proclaiming with you, Sahashra!!! i admire your focus and determination, keep it up 
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| sahashra
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hi edie,
thanks alot.
i suffered for 2 hours and atlast iam again with my studies.
thank god i can overcome all this.
but he is a doctor himself.
i cant tell how much i feel good when people like u r with me
thanks alot.
iam in pharmacology going to complete it today.
bye happy studies to u all.
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| sahashra
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hi
the morning started beautifully.
today i will read complete pharmacology questions in usmle.
i and my husband r not at all talikng.
will everyone behaves like this?
he wont talk to me becos iam not responsible dat means i forgot any of his work,or did i talked stupitedly before other people
i dont know how to talk polishedly and all.
i dont know can i solve the problem or not.
he is angry becos iam not doing evrything like learning driving giving uk exams and preparing usmle in way to finish phrma in one day ,and know how to do everything on net ,and groom like white woman and maintaining slim figure like model.
i dont know can i do all these things or not?
i just want to runaway and start a new life?
ok sorry for bothering all of u with my problems.
i dont know how to manage all this and iam helpless.
i am in doubt dat wheather iam complicating the problems or they r present unsolved
can any experienced girls help me.
thank you alot
u will save one life at tha last
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| anishiva
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Hey sahashra!
how are you now? It seems like ur hubby has high expectations on you.From ur postings i feel that ur capable of doin all these things like completing ur exams ,driving ....etc etc.Just gain the determination confidence n always think that you can do it.Work hard and prove that u are capable of doin these things.Problems are always part of new marriages,so dont get discouraged.i think its time for you to prove ur strength by being patient.always have a positive approach thats what my hubby says when we ve a misunderstanding.We are married for 11 months n problem always pops between us frequently. just bear wth it time has aa answer always.
gl
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| anishiva
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Hey sahashra!
how are you now? It seems like ur hubby has high expectations on you.From ur postings i feel that ur capable of doin all these things like completing ur exams ,driving ....etc etc.Just gain the determination confidence n always think that you can do it.Work hard and prove that u are capable of doin these things.Problems are always part of new marriages,so dont get discouraged.i think its time for you to prove ur strength by being patient.always have a positive approach thats what my hubby says when we ve a misunderstanding.We are married for 11 months n problem always pops between us frequently. just bear wth it time has aa answer always.
gl
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| anishiva
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Hey sahashra!
how are you now? It seems like ur hubby has high expectations on you.From ur postings i feel that ur capable of doin all these things like completing ur exams ,driving ....etc etc.Just gain the determination confidence n always think that you can do it.Work hard and prove that u are capable of doin these things.Problems are always part of new marriages,so dont get discouraged.i think its time for you to prove ur strength by being patient.always have a positive approach thats what my hubby says when we ve a misunderstanding.We are married for 11 months n problem always pops between us frequently. just bear wth it time has aa answer always.
gl
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| edie
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Sahashra, you are not the only one having cross moments with the husband! Studying for step 1, while stressful and a huge eater of one's time, is not the time to be putting others demands first. Studying for step 1 I think, gives us the right to be selfish, LOL! My husband and I argued about this not long ago. I had to reassure him that this is a temporary break from ordinary life. I told him that I would gladly move to a hotel for the rest of the month if that would make him feel better. At his expense of course. He said not necessary and agreed to back off while I do my thing. But as soon as I take (and, God-willing, pass) step 1, he will have a list waiting for me  
Looks like you have a list of other things to get done, too! But let me say, it is never a good thing for anyone to be brought to shame or put down, at any time, not just this time studying for such an important thing like medical boards. You need to set priorities. First things first. Please try and talk things over with your husband. Remind him, this is only temporary! Good luck to you!
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| sahashra
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hi
thank you edie.
i know this step 1 is important, but previously i thought this is not all comes into consideration when wehav to compromise family life.
i thought i cant bear anyone pointing out at me,but now i realised dat we hav to change a little after marriage.
we have tobe responsible dan him, we hav to work hard to make both ends meet.
we hav to utilise our every second to fulfill everything.
we hav to forget movies,sleeping till 8am,and being lazy and somanythings.
becos the other things r very very important to fulfill ur responsibilities.
i think i will be acquainted to all these things soon.
the most hard things in these days is getting ur early inthe morning 6am.
previously i didnt find anything different getting up early or late
but now i understood dat by that we will responsibilities of a wife early in the morning.
but now i can do all these things but the problem is he wont ask me todo things,just he expects.
but i will think how i can phone to incometax and pay his things?
i dont know all these thing?and all and in the last i will behave adamantly to the things.
i will soon go into depression when he wont talk with me because of all these things,and i soon starts thinking that i should not get married ,whats the solution,i cant cope up with all these things and all.
i know my mistake is there and iam involved in all these becos of my mood,but iam unable to solve all these things.
i hope u understood my problem,i will give an example,sterday we went to his consultant's place,i came from a village background and i cant talk much english.
he expected me to talk better than him.
i just say i cant talk like dat it takes time for me to learn that.
and infront others i cant talk diplomatically its my weakness i will talk plain and sometimes stupidely.
iam unable to correct my self in this aspect.
in this situation his fault is he expects more dat leads to dissapointment
and mine is i am hard headed and i have a fixed mind dat i cant do more dan this, thats wrong i should improove as early as possible isnt it.
in his point iam doing mistake certainly,but how to improove the situation i dont know?
anyone can help me inthis things?
i cant approach my family or my brothers now after marriage.
iam the youngest in family i dont know how to tackle the situation.
how can i improove all these thing?
i want to complete neuroanatomy today
i will do it.
ok sorry to bother all of u with my problems
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