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well it had to be done,i have sent my application to the ecfmg yes now if that doesent give me a shock i dont know what i have been preparing step 1 for the last 6mths of and on,i have done 1 reading i think! although it doesent seem so, i have finally decided to stop playing games and put my game face on ia friend told me about this site and i fill like i have joines a comunity i belong with i hope i will get motivated as i have seem it being done so please give me your kind words and i am all for tough love too so please do critisize me too i have a schedule which only maked sense to me put i will post my progress as often as i can my daily achievement may not be much for some of you but as long asi feel i have done enough i willbe happy,my problem privously i realized after reading some of you guys diaries  is i set atarget thats impossible and when i dint reach it i got disappointed as well as gave up and repeated the same thing again at least i am consistent ,anyways now i realize my motto will be slow and steady.i am going to start pharma tomorrow morning if God wills and ill be doing it from kaplan and FAany suggestions please be free,i plan to give step1 in early july so keep me on my toes guys
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| Feyza
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When I got the day from the prometric...the adrenalin discharge started for me ! Now Im very angry with myself why I was not studying like this b4 ! I guess it will be the same 4u...ull be getting the concept from exam experiences forum already ...wut u gotta do then is TO STICK TO YOUR PLAN EVEN THEY TELL U THE WORLD WILL END TOMORROW 
welcome to the forum and good luck...and remember ...if you read all Kaplan once...start the Qs as soos an possible...trust me...doing Qs is way better than reading even twice...its time consuming to read all the explanations but a great tool...
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| medusa
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hey Feyza B thanks for your reply and kind and wise words i havent got my date yet i just applied and so do expect in a short time it will be point of no return and thats what i need,any ways i likes what you said about even if the world is ending tomorrow stick to your plan i will try my best,although i have family support but i sometimes use my obligations as an excuse i guess is my way of masking my fear of failure which did not exsist as a medical student.
well what i plan to do is start pharma right now i just want to go through it 1 more time then cram the drugs everyday for an hour so they can stick in in my head like a bad song and do other subjects
Iwill do subjects i like to avoid first questons as well so i will then do B/sc next well off i go study now
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| Feyza
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that was what my sub-brain ordered me heyy you have a son ! he needs you ! you shouldnt neglect your sweetheart ! hes putting everything in front of you for you to pass !! but actually were working for them and they will be alrite without us for a couple of months
very best luck my friend 
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| Jackofknives
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Just study and don't look back. Maybe change your attitude and study because you really want to know instead of merely studying for the test.
Btw which games did you play? I used to play world of warcraft, but then i got into med school...
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| medusa
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i guess our study is harder or seems harder now because we have alot of things going on in our lives now,& more responsibilities i am a mother of two boys too so you see we are in the same boat,i might sound heartless but i can handle the part of not spending alot of time with them coz we, both me and my kids are sacrifising for there future its failure that scares me coz i might be messing up there future on top of being an absentee mother well enough with the depressing part
i have studied more than i have done for a long time i am getting well motivated seeing so many of us strugling to acheive our goals
i am happy i joined this site i will dump my worries here and study with a clear mind Hmmm i can feel the weight lifting off my shoulders off i go i can study a few more hours b4 i get back to obligations which i enjoy too,
funny i am even enjoying studying pharma what is the world coming up to? is it ending? may be I DON'T CARE!!!!!! 
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| medusa
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well slow and steady is the way i started and my pace now is abit faster than slow which in my opinion is a progerss i have done alot and been keeping away from the mistakes i used to do b4 i did not take breaks and and the sooner i got tired i would put down the books for the day but now i would take a 15-30 minutes break come back and continue for hrs so if you feel sleepy or tired just go out for a short walk and cram some pharma:maybe 
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| medusa
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well been doing great hope evryone else is,i am going to finnish pharma today i am geting a lot from this site b4 i was like a blind bat no guidance but now i feel like i am on the right path i am studying the same matirial as everyone else happy to know i am lost no more
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| Feyza
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happy 4u hope u do great
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