extrapyramidal
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I have been a silent reader of this forum and everyone here is amazing.i am just realising how little i am getting done even though i dont have half the distractions everyone else has.i am not productive.my target per day is pretty doable but my time management is bad.
i take pity parties and go on major guilt rides...BADBAD
so here i am promising my self...i will be true to this journal and tothis journey..
tommorow is another day...ia new beginning.i ahve to stop making excuses and just do it.
food will spoil ,laundy will pile, kids will whine, hubby will not be satisfied  , but in the end I can raise my head and stop being ashamed.
An MD is nothing without a license.and DAMMIT i can do it
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| extrapyramidal
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so next day here i am.have to finish neoplasia and do qusstions.i want to go back to sleep.but i know i cant .
so its back to reading goljan and pulling in from first aid.there is so much and i feel like i have barley scratched the surface.
i know i can and i will.i just need to keep going....g....g...g!!!!
todays promise..check posts no more than 2 times.
lod help me
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| unique1
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extrapyramidal Wrote food will spoil ,laundy will pile, kids will whine, hubby will not be satisfied , but in the end I can raise my head and stop being ashamed.
Well put, extrapyramidal.
Sure, you can do it.
Keep working towards your goal. Good luck.
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| extrapyramidal
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thanks unique.ineeded to hear that.
its 11 am here and i havent done anything.well some .i had to reanalyse my study plan.and this is what i ahve decided.
i will not be able to study for the next 2 hours and when i come back at 12:30nice and rested,i will start neoplasia again and remind myself again that its the quality not the quantityof pages& that I have to complete a chapter fully before moving on and stop feeling guilty when i CANNOT ANSWER A QUESTION.
I hit a road block after realising that not all chapters are covered by goljan ..so I WILL USE KAPLAN VIDEOS FOR THOSE CHAPTERS.AND MOVE ON
WILL REPORT AS SOON AS I COME IN BACK TO STUDY.I ALSO NEED TO SLEEP MORE HOURS.LAST NIGHT---->4 HOURS.NO WONDER I am so groggy.
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| extrapyramidal
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1 30 pm just when i sat down i had some unexpected guests amd had to be there,so a whole hour later here i am .please lord help me get thru this .i need a lot of encouragement and so ppl leave your thoughts and lets do it/
kick some B---
ok here we go
till 4.00 pm then
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| extrapyramidal
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i took my break @4;00 and of course,break being break i did it 100%.i wish i was this good at studying.
its 9;00 pm now.
my kid (5)is here and is learning her words CAT,HAT,BAT..
She will sleep at 9;30 after which i will hit the books again for 4 more hours.and then sleep
tomorows schedule
re do nutrition and a 150 questions...
iknowican
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| extrapyramidal
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good morning.
i second guess my self a lot.during my first read i put in a lot of time and effort and understand it .couple of chapters later,i wonder if i still reamember the old chaptedrs and i go back to do them over again.i guess i have an OCD of sorts
SO AFTER THIS DIAGNOIS AND REVELATION,i decided to just do questions and lean from that.i did nutrition and i knew it then ...time to test it.
today just questions(200)UW AND RYPINS and pply enviro path and TOMMOROW heme!!!!
later gators
hang in there and we can alllllll do this
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| extrapyramidal
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its 12 30 pm here.and i have been doing questions..and guss how many so far--50.UW is kicking my butt so i am tutor mode ,studying the questions and feeling depressed.
but i can so i will..and i will
break time and then study some more.
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| extrapyramidal
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when i study i like to test my kowledge of that chapter when i am done.i get really frustrated when i cant find good clinical questions.online banks dont have the option of doing them chapter vise and they throw me off.
so i got myself a copy of robbins question book>>1100 questions and i am doing them right now.
i feel much better now.
tommorow is saturday.sleep late,and then run some errands.then i will DO QUESTIONS..150 OF THEM.I WILL I CAN .
GOODNIGHT ALL
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| extrapyramidal
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i hate weekends and trying to grt back into the studying mode on mondays is realllly hard .i could cry now .my heart is in the right place but my brain does not want to listen.
i had a totally non productive week end and i am soo frustrated.
i am so fried.
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| extrapyramidal
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i am feeling soo depressed. i have lost hope how am i supposed to remember all these small facts.random names markers.i am sad upset and i just want to bury my head somewhere and sleep for the next 5 years ....
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| GoodGirl
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Wake up, get over the depression! It will not help you and neither make to remember more ! You can not remember bc you feel down! Get over it, Right now ! Solve the problem which makes you sad and move on. Play your favorite music lound so the walls are shaking( can you feel a positive vibes ?), go for jog tomorrow ( even you never did before, but why not ? ), just to get a sun rays into your face, have a favorite meal for lunch and pick up the books and study as you never study before.
You can do it, we can all do it !
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| extrapyramidal
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thanks good girl...i will try my best
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| extrapyramidal
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HI PPL IN UTTER DESPERATION I PMED SOMEone last night and thet person was kind enough to talk to me last night and gave m some advice.
part of that advice ..is to re read what i havd done for path..so tht is what i will be doing..reading path.gen path.plan to listen to mr g man today and get it straight and hit it again and see where it takes me
ppl on this forum are so "family like"..with out the whole freaking out thing.if i were to tell any one in my family tht i ws ahving problems...they woulkd all freak out and (they are all doctors and in med school))and tell me to take an NBME or go join a programme or something...nothiong practical....
i am touched by the way everyone cares ...
thanks for all the pms.tht ahve been coming in...
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| extrapyramidal
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hi everyone...cheery today..
had a late start but i completed my target but i did not get to review..i will do that tommorow andthen do some questions..
i lisened to advice...and i relistend to big daddy goljan all over again..and a bunch of things made more sense to me...thanks for stopping in and for all the pmS
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| extrapyramidal
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hi,
ran into some roadblocks so spent sometime understanding the big pic...came across some good web sites..check it out..
http://www.ccmtutorials.com/rs/oxygen/index.htm
http://www.cellsalive.com/cell_cycle.htm
http://www.people.eku.edu/ritchisong/301notes6.ht...
good sites and some gooa animations as well.
good luck all
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| extrapyramidal
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hiya ,all
long time no see..i dont have a sad story for my absence...just that i am on a roll with path and i am sooo rocking it.
happy elated and glad.
hopefully,i will have this enthusiasm ..for a while.thanks for all the pms and concerns.
and
if i can do it so can y'all
love
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| mytime
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HELLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOO? where are u? U better be regular in reporting..study or not!
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| arlete
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Hey, extrapyramidal....
Get a notebook and write down all the little details you feel are important but don't stick to your head right away, Then dedicate to this notebook during the last week before the test. Things that are repeated over and over, every book or question you read will be asked. Save them for later and keep going. Perseverance will do you good.
Good luck, I am praying for you!
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| extrapyramidal
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arlete,my time...thankyou for checking in.i was sick and fell behind.struggling through path...its a lot to memorize and retain..
thanks arlete,i have been doing tht actually.in my firstaid....now its covered with details!!!!
thankyou thankyou good ppland hope all of u are doing fime tooo.
i knowican...and so can u
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