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So I am back again in my studfying form.. 17 lec done still need to revise todays lecture notes.
I will need 1 more day to complete it. hope this time I remember things.
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DONE WITH BEHV. SCIENCE...... WHAT A RELIEF!!!
FEELING HAPPY FROM TOMMOROW ITS PHARMAC TURN
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| goodgod
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..... saw a movie... was reading malinda's journal.
it felt like I was having all thos panic attacks...it is great n so real... I too hope to b done with it some day.
I have to conquer my fears....by myself.
last month is the most important time.. I was stunned to c how much one can read when nothing else can b done to improve our own situation. Now I hav decided its too much now. I am going to review everything once more in detail n going to give exam in 15 days.
from tommorrow I am starting pharmac... I am always weak in this subject... I will hear lectures n revise from lecture notes. It shoud take may b 7 days.....
Its 1pm now.... I better go to sleep. or else I will b awake whole night doing nothing!!!
WHATEVER U DO, DO FOR THE GLORY OF GOD!!!!
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tried to sleep.... but cant sleep  
At this hour I am no good in studies too. I think I will b awake this night too... Worried about tommorow...will hav to start studying now.
I went to bed at 1.30 n now its going to b 4 am ... to my mind its 4pm instead.
Ok starting studying now....
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so finall did sleep by 5 in the morning... did hemat from step up... woke up by 12.30 in the afternoon!!!!
No gym today... starting pharmac now...
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so its 31 today... I didnt study much 'cos of this long weekend. I study better in weekdays, but on weekends , when my husband is at home my studies suffers!
something came to my mind today. Its not right to keep ur stuidies n ur life. Earlier I used to think, THIS IS THE TIME TO STUDY...n everything can wait, well life doesnt waits for anyone...and this is life.. ur obligations, happiness, studies, carear, family......
I am not going to make that mistake agian. Well I am more philosophical whenever there is little twist n turn in life..this is my way of coping it. I praise all these mothers in this forum for thier courage who take all the roles of mother, wife n studies .
Now coming to studies, two days went fast without studies. Doing anatomy now.
Hope to finish gross anatomy by tommorrow
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so its 31 today... I didnt study much 'cos of this long weekend. I study better in weekdays, but on weekends , when my husband is at home my studies suffers!
something came to my mind today. Its not right to keep ur stuidies n ur life. Earlier I used to think, THIS IS THE TIME TO STUDY...n everything can wait, well life doesnt waits for anyone...and this is life.. ur obligations, happiness, studies, carear, family......
I am not going to make that mistake agian. Well I am more philosophical whenever there is little twist n turn in life..this is my way of coping it. I praise all these mothers in this forum for thier courage who take all the roles of mother, wife n studies .
Now coming to studies, two days went fast without studies. Doing anatomy now.
Hope to finish gross anatomy by tommorrow
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| rouadefoc
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You are doing more than great, don't worry, day by day you are getting stronger.I hope you'll sleep well.
Good luck.
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thanx rouaefoc.
done with anatomy, revised neuro too last week.
Going slow these days. started physiology. some unexpected things going around me these days which keep me away from my studies. could stud only 6 hrs today.
Did 200 qs today got 65% still got to check wrong answers. Hope to finish physio this week.
read 1 chapter of pharma today it was all latin n greek to me...Its long I hav touched that subject always leaving it for last. now doing a little bit everyday. hope it helps me to keep pharma in my mind.
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physio lectures r too monotonus n boring, but dont want to sleep. so read others journals...
It's the best part of this struggle to know that I am not alone....
Back to studies now. will review 200 Qs I did yesterday.
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i just read that you will be going for the exam in less than 2 weeks!!! no wonder you were at top speed. how i wish i could also step up. i am scared to take the NBME now cos i am worried i will get a low score and that will depress me. like it or not i will take it in 2 weeks time. how about you.
GL
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well everything going very bad these days
I am so angry with whatever is happening around me. I dont seem to have controlon my moods too.
I think finally usmle is not my destiny.
My husband is being forced to go back to home country by his company. But I hav already registered for the step. He is trying to stay back till I give the exams. Butttt....some of the narccistic ppl in his project r not listening at all. I decided to give usmle when he was being sent here for a year. Some people r really bad very bad.
They havent got any right to disrupt our lives like this but still its happening.
I dont know even if I will b able to sit for this exam.
I dont have any courage right now to continue with my studies. I hav already registered my 2 steps here. I dont think country location can b changed now. I will hav to reapply and repay mayb.
I think this is god's way of saying this path is not for me
I have been working for this since 3 months, since last 15 days I am trying to study but I cant...
Feeling so lost now. ggoing back again n preparing for residency for my native place is going to take long again.
God only knows what lies in my destiny, whatever t is I want b around good people. Life after medical school is real life. I dont when I will b able to live like any other normal person. So depressed now. cant even study
Just wanted to get it out somehere.... Justr b wth me good god like u have alwys been.
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| rouadefoc
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Hey goodgod, did you take the exam?I'm so sorry that you have to pass through all this trouble but don't dispaire.God will leed your way anyway.
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