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i couldnt study for the whole past week. i was so tense and depressed and just stayed in my room doing nothing. this exam is getting too tough for me. i am constantly haunted by the thought that i will not make it through.
please god help me get the faith again....
But sitting here will do nothing. i have now decided i will do whatever i can. i dont know God' will. may be he wants me to or may be he dont. i wont find it out untill i do my best. well i am far away from my best now but i will do what i can.
so i will start again today and try to finish my Renal Pathology.
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| 26malik
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"Advance, and never halt, for advancing is perfection. Advance and do not fear the thorns in the path, for they draw only corrupt blood."
-Kahlil Gibran, "The Visit of Wisdom"
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| jaide
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hey...its natural to feel low...spec for us img i think depression is really rampant... but dont worry.... just keep ur eye on the ultimate prize and leave the rest upto GOD.....inshallah u will make it...\
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| tolito
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yes malik, jaide is right. just keep your eye on the ultimate prize...
it is okay to be depressed now and then but dont stay down for too long. all the best.
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| 26malik
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thanks tolito & jaide. i couldnt study for past few days because of some family trouble. so i lost a total of 10 days. no use to cry over spilt milk. but now i am back and determined and no more such thing. i will learn from my exp. inshallah.
i have to finish pathphys i was doing. i will start blood today.
hopefully path phys will end till 20th.
please god give me strength to keep on moving.
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| 26malik
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ir is strange how one forgets everything after a gap of few days. its the worst thing for a prep. that i give a gap of a week or more. get out of touch.
right now i am feeling like i am starting from start. i have lost all momentum. but i will get it back in 2-3 days inshallah.
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| 26malik
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I must stay more in the forum than I do. But it’s all time management where I am so poor. Any way I will be more regular from now on.
My last plan didn’t work. All because of me. I make plans and than I don’t put in needed effort. When they don’t work I feel so bad and depressed. But I must keep on trying. Quitting is the worst thing I can do now.
I will have to extend my triad. No way can I appear in this month. I am doing a quick review these days. I will do Kaplan CD on 20th and see where I stand.
We learn from every failure. What I learned from my last failure & a long period of inactivity is that I must not do that again. And I won’t. Every failure teaches us something. I fail when something doesn’t work. I won’t fear from failures. No.
So in next 7 days I need to review neuroanatomy, genetics, and gross anatomy. Also a general review from FA & step up. A lot of work and not very easy. But I can do it. I will do it.
Inshallah.
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| 26malik
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If you can get up one more time than you fall, you will make it through.
chinese proverb
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Yes, in this long battle with usmle step 1. i will make it through if i get up one more time than i fall.
i have spent so much time that i think that i should know things. but time is nothing. i know people who have been preparing for this exam for 2-3 years and still are not ready. so i will be prepared by working to my limits and not be investing days even if little work is done.
today went to library rather late. as i got up late. :-( but still managed to study 6 hrs. way better than zero.
i hope i will do well on 20th. inshallah.
meaning it wont be too demoralizing. :-)
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| gas2009
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i like your chinese proverb. eventually you won't fall if you diligently practice standing up.
good luck
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