JtHMFan
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I'm not even sure how to really start off with this; So if it sounds muddled, I'm sorry. For the past week or so, I've started feeling not so much depressed anything, but more or less isolated. I hate it, understandably. Just considering how little of a life I have is pretty sad. I'm 19, and I've never had a -real- date. I only have a handful of friends, and I don't really share my interests with anyone.
Here's the thing.
As much as I want to talk to people, I feel uncomfortable in groups (a small classroom is enough). Secondly, I have developed somewhat of a bitter image of society in general, something else I'm trying to change. So essentially, I want to feel better, but I think I would just be switching discomforts. Like hammering nails into your skull, then cheese grating your eyes just for a change of pace. Why bother? I try to pride myself on not caring about what society thinks of me, yet I don't really care to be around out because essentially inside I do.
I should wrap this up. Anyway, I was wondering if there was a name for this, if there's any books that I should look into, or maybe some advice.
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