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thx a lot my friends!!!!i completed renal pharmacology also.....but somehow i feel that what i've learnt is not sufficient.something is lacking!!!! :roll: :roll:
yesterday was pretty well....but one thing that i dont understand is.....i can study well only for one part of the whole day....either in the morning or evening.i never studied well for the whole day....is it normal.... :roll: :roll: :wink:
yesterday i cud do....diuretics,did some Q....no too many just 17 of them scored really very bad :cry: ,then i started endocrines with hypothalamo-pitutary harmones.....completed adrenal harmones....(physio part) :lol:
i can see that integration of the 3 subject really helps in the endocrine section....there is so much overlapping here.but at the same time is taking a lot of time.but really helps us!!! :wink: 8)
ok ...now for today...
# revise renal physio
# adrenal and pitutary pathology(goljan)
# ADH(physio & patho)
# pancreas and diabetes
# growth harmone
oooooohhhhh lot of portion for today... 8)
hope i can complete that!!! :lol:
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| krushna
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Just hang in there,you will be fine!
I am confident as even i am facing same bad scores like you in qbank. But still i have hopes .I think by reading kaplan notes again and again ,i will improve.
Hope you finished with your today's task.
bye...
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thx krushna!!!
i cud not complete my set target for today :oops: .i cud not do the patho part of any harmone :cry: :oops: :icon_scratch: .....ya but i did catecholamines and calcium and phosphate regulation in physio..... 
tomorrow is last day for endocrines and reproductive system.....but i think i need another day to complete them.i'm nowhere in the end to complete them. :roll: :? :evil: :x
today i'm very tired....feeling very sleepy. :icon_sleep: :icon_sleep:
ok so for tomorrow....as much as i can from the below topics... :roll:
# revise the calcium and phosphate regulation
# thyroid harmones.
# pancreas endocrines.
# male reproductive system.
# female reproductive system.
#listen all the webprep lectures in endocrine physio.
#goljan's endocrines
and corresponding pharmacology...
see you all again after completing my target....till then happy studying everyone. :lol: :lol: :icon_study: :icon_study: :_online_:
goodnite everybody!!!!
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| lmbebo
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g/l
better to learn this stuff well. I think stuff like this, esp endocrine is worth the extra time.
its very complicated and confusing if you dont get things straight in your head.
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| krushna
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hope you are doing well kiran!
Just keep it up.
I am doing renal physio..but gonna flollow ur style of integrating every subject for renal. Hope it will work for me also.
Starting with Goljan lectures. Then i will do renal anatomy,then physio...then patho...and last pharmac.hmm..i wrote down so simply.I know its not going to be simple to work out. But still i wanna try.
howz second reading going on?
whats ur target of finishing ?
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hi imbebo....
really feel happy to see you all in my dairy.....all of you give me lot of inspiration. :lol: :lol:
hi krushna
thx for ur input!!!
this is my second reading as i have said.....but i feel as though its my first reading,while reading....planning to complete by this month ending. :roll: :wink:
actually i planned to take the exam in dec when i started my preparation....but even now(today is dec 1) i stand nowhere to write the exam.....its really depressing...i'm still stuck with the second reading... :? :roll: :shock:
today when i did Q i di it really horrible.... :oops: :cry:
i cudnot even complete endocrines...tomorrow is my last day for endocrines...and i'm still left with hill of portion. :x :roll:
anyways i have to complete it by tomorrow... :x :evil:
so for tomorrow my target is:-
# do harmone wise in goljan endocrines,followed by anatomy and pharmacology.
# a set of 50Q from bss.
ok goodnite all of you!!! :lol: :lol:
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| lmbebo
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night and g/l tommorow!
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| niti
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Hi kiran,
How r your studies going on?Did u finish Endo Physio.?...I hope to see u in tomorrow's endo. physio chat ( we missed u today in renal path.) ..Don't worry...u r doing great ..keep doing Qs ..it will keep u real motivated like nobody else 8) Well...I am saying this..and Qs for me like a scary stuff ( worst part..I feel it takes so much time wink )
One more thing...setting date is really imp. to speed up revisions...bec if there is no date ..so we will always walk like a turtle ? For winning a race ..there should be a set line to cross ..right ?..so, I am going to set my date...and hope u will do the same ... I will go for feb/march/april slot...and u ???
Keep Up..
niti
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hello friends
how is it going with everyone?have been away from my dairy for 2 days....now here i'm after completing the BBBBBBBBBBBBBBIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG endocrine system..... :icon_shake: :icon_boom: ::very_confused::
oooooooooohhhhhhhhhh now i'm relieved.....but very volatile topic and very high yield....i think i should give another reading at the end... ](*,) #-o
so now i'm going to start another big chapter.....cardiovascular system :icon_freeze: .....i'm skipping genetics from my schedule....as i'm 3 days behind my schedule.will do it in the end. :idea:
so first i'll start with anatomy in cvs.
ok then see you all later
happy studying everyone.... :lol: :icon_study: :icon_study: :_online_:
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goodmorning!!!
just to add a quick note of what i did yesterday and what i want to do today in my dairy.....
what i did yesterday in cvs..anatomy and half of physiology :lol:
now for today:-
remaining half of physio and start patho..do all the 3 p's simultaneously as much as possible.....and later revise it in firstaid. :lol: :lol: :icon_study: and till then no browsing on the computer....
ok now here i go... <:wahtch_where_you_go:> <:wahtch_where_you_go:> <:wahtch_where_you_go:> <:wahtch_where_you_go:>
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[/b]goodmorning!!!!
got up just now.......finished cvs physiology and started pathology yesterday. 8)
so for today....
# hearing all the 3 lectures of cvs by dr.goljan
# reading the notes
# start pharmacology and do as much as possible.
if i can finish all the above by today then i can fill some of the gap that i lost in my schedule...... :roll: :roll:
ok then see you all later!!!!!!! :lol:
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| Moctopod
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Howdy Kiran
How are you? CVS going well? What resources are you using for the pharm?
You can do it bro!
Moc
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what i cud do yesterday.....
---->heard goljan lectures in cvs
---->and revised cvs physio once again.....was not a productive day!!!!!
and for today
# complete cvs by hook or crook.
listen to rest of the 2 classes by dr..goljan in cvs.
# do corresponding pharmacology
# revise whole cardio vascular system including patho-physio-pharmac from first aid.
# if possible do some Q.
ok then see you all later........... :lol: :lol:
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| niti
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Hey kiran,
You r doing really great...yesterday...u also revised endo. physio with chat group...so,if u ask me ..u did great job yesterday P ..and your today's schedule looks good too....as u r going to finish CVS 3Ps in 2 days !!...
Keep Up...
niti
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hi niti
thanx a lot for ur input in my dairy.........you really cheer me up when i feel depressed.
and thats the reason to keep up these dairies.
just now finished hearing the rest of goljan's cvs classes.....2 hrs.
he is really amazing.......he made it very much clear how to learn about murmurs.now i find them very easy ,which were very confusing when i was in medical school.hats off to him!!!!! :lol: :lol: 
and now i'll move on to pharmacology along with goljans notes. 8)
see you in the chat!!!! :lol: :lol:
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| Roxanita
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Hi Kiran,
I see your progress and feel so proud of you my friend , I don't know where is your exam but you have gone so far with your preparation, good girl! / It gives me encourage to see your daily advance, thanks.
Keep it up sweetie, just keep studying, keep studying... <:from_book:>
Roxy.
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thx roxy for ur encouragement!!! :lol:
now today,i really workrd hard 8) :lol: ......but cud not complete cvs :oops: .i'm still left with few small topics.i'm really exhausted today.........i can feel the heaviness of my brain.... :evil: :evil:
planning to get up early......which i do most of the time......but i cant get up earlier than 6:30 am. :roll: :roll: :|
so after getting up tomorrow........i'll attack cvs drugs and then first aid and then i'll start one of my another hatred topic.....central nervous system. :lol: 8)
ok the goodnite all of you!!!!
see you tomorrow.
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| niti
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Hi kiran,
It is such a good feeling ..I am really happy that u studied hard today..and a real boosting dose for me...
Keep going..u r really doing well...
niti
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hello friends
got up just now......will never plan to get up early....... #-o [-X
last night before sleeping i completed anti-anginal drugs.now i'm left with anti-hypertensive drugs and antiarrythmic drugs.
for today:-
# complete cvs pharmacology
# start cns......anatomy,physiology,pathology,and pharmacology.
i dont think 2 days is sufficient to complete entire cns including neuroanatomy and autonomic drugs as per my previous schedule............so i'll take 3 days to complete it.so by 10th i should be done with cns. :roll: :roll:
happy studying everyone!!!!!! :lol: :lol:
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| niti
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Great Schedule kiran...Keep Up....u r going very well... P
niti
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| pinkangel
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Kiran,
You are doing GREAT! I am so proud of your hard work. <=D> It will pay off big time when you take your exam. Reading your entries for the past 2 days has renewed my motivation to attack my studies with the same ferocity as the tiger that is waiting for me in the den. :shock: Keep up the admirable work. I am very inspired to see your earnest dedication and inner strength.
Love,
pinkangel
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thx niti and pinkangel for ur encoragement.
but yestrday and today i'm really feeling very much depressed :oops: :oops: .......i was literally crying from yesterday :cry: :cry:  .neither i cud study anything nor enjoyed the day.i was just cursing my self that cud not study yesterday.i didnot even touch the books......cried like a hell. :cry: :cry:
i just dont want to mention my SO CALLED TARGET FOR TODAY.....i hate myself for not able to do the set portion yesterday.
any words of inspiration/motivation from anyone of you are really appreciated.i'm in need of them now.plz help me friends to overcome this period. :roll:
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| lmbebo
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hey. don't feel too bad.
we've all been there.
I think anxiety/stress can be our friend and worst enemy. It helps us get up in the morning and start the day off strong, but if we don't accomplish what we want, it makes us feel like crap.
we walk a fine line between hard work and laziness.
but without it, no one would accomplish anything.
Take it in stride, its days like these that make the other days of hard work and accomplishment possible.
g/l today.
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| pinkangel
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Good morning Kiran!
I had to write to you. Don't fret too much. I can imagine how horrible you're feeling now. I was in very much the same state as yourself - maybe worse the past few days. :? I was a sobbing, depressed mess not too long ago. Thinking how hard my friends on this forum were studying made me cry harder. :oops: I was feeling so low - even my pet fish looked like it had a better and happier life than me. I would look at the squirrels running around my front yard in the morning and start to wish I could have a simpler life.
You see how my state of mind was? If you can understand that, then you're not alone. I think many of us are too ashamed to post how we really feel sometimes - especially the times of extreme depression and desperation. Kudos to you for being brave and reaching out for encouragement. I took the chance and did the same thing last night. I was a mess. Talk about major periorbital edema. :shock:
Now I am back in the university library this morning doing some studies and computer Q bank before hitting the Kaplan center this afternoon. I had no idea that I would be able to do this a few days ago while curled up in fetal position crying my eyeballs out like a big baby. I was so ashamed of myself, what would niti, kiran, moctopod, krushna, and all my prep4usmle friends think if they could see me? If I was able to get back up and step into the ring again, then you will too. You have the strength - I see it.
I hope my words will help you to regain the strength that you have shown over the past several weeks. I have faith in you. When I go to church this Sunday, there will be many friends that I will be keeping in my prayers. God will strengthen and renew all of us. You will be one of those special friends that I will keep in my prayers.
Keep up the fight - if you need to cry your eyeballs out for another day, do it until you can't cry anymore. It's good to purge all those negative feelings out before you can start fresh. I look forward to seeing you back in fine form very soon. :P
Love,
pinkangel
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| krushna
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Hi Kiran...
I am just back on track from those depressive thoughts. I can understand your condition. We all feel the same. But what is important is to win over it. Do whatever you want to do today,express your self with your dear ones. Cry a lot. Just let it come out. Give yourself time.
whatever amount of time...lets say 1/2 day or 1 day....
AND AFTER THAT STOP......Tell your mind that its enough ! I need to work on it now. Make a solid feasible plan and follow it.
Have you read the book.."You can win". If not please go through it.
There is one chapter on setting goals. read it.
You are in USA , you can find it easily in Barnes & Noble or Borders.
My best wishes are with you...
Arise..Awake..............
I should not remind you.
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